Tuesday, June 30, 2009
sigh.
Perhaps, I don't understand,
But perhaps, PEOPLE JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ME.
I'm sorry but if you know me well, I'm always so busy.
The fact that I always meet BF is because he always finds one way or another just to see me.
For instance, fetching me from school and to follow my family out.
Firstly, I'm really upset because some ppl just can't accept that fact.
Secondly, if you're really unhappy, you don't have to be hypocritical.
Thirdly, maybe i'm an ass to say this but really, bf comes right after my family.
BUT, never did I say I don't need friends!
Then, why the hell do I need ppl who really knows how I truly feel like Rach and Syerrie?
sigh.Labels: fucking down now.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
UPD8s!
I have Lotsa Updates To do!
Really.
Hehs!
Bear With mE aLright?
:D
20JUNE2009
Midnight.
It was actually a normal midnight I had since past few years whereby I'd receive texts from friends and etc but this year was an absolutely different one.
Like I actually said in the previous post, everyne was weird.
Haha. I knew it was coming but I didn't expect it to be a really AWESOME one.
What actually happened was I was online with Rachel that night and I was actually "complaining" to her about the people at my home who were acting so weirdly.
And Rachel went like "Later at 12 got surprise party for you. Then, zul will go over."
And I was Like "-----.-----"
When I was chatting with Bf, at around 11.30-11.45,
I asked where he was ad he said that he and teh group was going to play Left4dead.
I was like, "oh,okay."
Cus Bf dun usually play till that late.
He was ONTHEWAY there which made it worse.
And when he actually "reached" the place, he said he wanted to talk to the shopkeeper of the lan.
Well, it made it suspicious.
Not forgetting, Del who texted me an sms which included something like,
"I hope you're having fun at the surprise party"
I replied "thanks......................Surprise party?"
And, she went like "Oh, sorry. Sent wrong. Heh."
So, my feelings went like, "Oh!Okay."
Surprise Birthday Party!
So, it was unexpected but it really did happen.
Seriously, it was kinda shocking cus mum had to go to my room saying, "Dayah, Zul datang."HEh! I went out of the room to see all my friends, Bfs, Boyfr and family there. They started singing the birthday song and only god knows how I felt at that point in time.
It was a feeling of happy+ touched+ "WOW" + glad :)
hehe!
Thanks all for making it happen and this is really the best birthday that ever happened in my whole seventeen years of my life!
Special thank you to kakak for PLANNING all these!
I love you so much kak!
BF for "trying to hide so many things from me."
Heh! Tak lah sayang, thnks for all that you've done in order to make it happen.
HAha. ADElah I thought bf and kakak were having some affair!No lah-.-
And MIra and Nafi for inviting the ppl.
:)
And, all who came, THank you very very very much.
Not forgetting, all the birthday wishes be it through SMS, MSN, Friendster,Tagged or any other forms of conmmunication, thanks loads.
I'm especially glad cus my pri and sec sch friends still remembers it!
:)
and, thankyou all for the presents:)
Points that made it suspicious.
1) mAk: Takmo tukar baju lah. Brau balik nk tukar. ?.?
2) Me: Efah, tukar baju uh.
Efah: Tanak. Adik nak pakai baju ni!!!
Me: -.-
And that efah was Xtra sweet that night. Heh. Ilysister!
:D
Evening.
Wan's 13Th bday celebrating at East Coast Park where we had to dress up in red and black. Totally cool!:D
HAPPY 13th Bday Wan. May all your dreams come true and may you do well in all your exams!:) Love you!
And, we had a Father's day Celebration too.
21JUNE2009Father's day celebration at BBQ chicken tgthr with Bf.
Bowl at yishun safra after that tghtr with Bf + Cik Mai's family!
:)
Totally great!
Happy Father's day ayah tersayang!
<322JUNE2009Chalet: Downtown east at Pasir Ris.
Who: PolyMAtes.
Bby sent to Np and off to pasir ris thru train with Rach:)
I miss her so much!
heh.
wEnt to the chalet:)
Quite awesome tho so few ppl came.
But i REALLY LOVE my mates!
I get to BOND more with them. Heh.
And nail painting was awesome too.
heh, thnks Sarah:)
23JUNE2009Fort Canning Park with Bf.
It was already aroubd 1930 when we reached so it was quite dark.
The ground as wet too.
hah.
We didn't care much.
So, we actually sat on the WET
fake grass and was soaked in it.
Bf played the guitar and sang.
Seriously, Bf's really sweet!
Bby, thanks for bringing me there and I love you like hell.
I tanak lose you ever tau!muacks!
P/S: a lot more pics to upload. but lazy uh.
Drop by my sis's blog for more.
Go to escapes> nina<3
heh!
muchLOVES!Labels: Conflict.sigh.
Friday, June 19, 2009
-.-
so, everyone's acting so weird.
hmm.
nvm.
Anyways, the trip to Malaysia was alrite I guess.
:D
I SPENT TIME WITH MY FAM OKAY?!
HEH.
tHOugh "friends are my life."
heh.
sorry mum.
so, yeah.
Gonna wear red tmr for wan's party.
haiye.
The shirt i bought nt very nice though!
-.-
Nvm.
till then,
shall update soon.
ANdanDanD,
i miss baby sgt2!!!!!
:(
muchLOVES!
MY BABY!
This post goes out to my baby,
Zack SAYANG!
:)
It's been a month alr bby!
Ans I swear I'm loving you more and more as days passes.
Anyways, since I'd be away, Even Only for One day,
I'm so gonna miss you much.
Sayang I takmo naughty2 tau.
I takkan lupe you kay?
And, thanks for all the love you've given me.
heh.
ILYSFM!
Can you feel my heart beats fast, I want this to last, i NEED you by my side.
Can you feel my heart beat so, I can't let you go...MuchLOVES.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
;D
TIME REALLY FLIES; I SWEAR.
Oh well,
shall upd8 soon.
hehs!
ILOVEYOUALWAYSSAYANGKUZULFIQAR.;D
muahmuahmuah.
I'm so used to your presence alr love!
;D
mucHLoveS!
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Life.
Hadn't been updating PROPERLY since nobody knows when.
hehs.
ok wait,
before anytg,
I MISS SYERRIENNA!!!
Anyways, LIFE has been pretty great so far.
Other then the bunny POX virus, life's awesome.
And, my bunny POX ain't really that bad actually.
It's healing pretty quickly.
:D
and FOMG, nxt wk's COMMON TEST ALR!
how ah?
STUDYYYYYYYY soon.
haiye.
LOVE?
I really love my love life!
Like, seriously.
YEah.
Like fucking serious.
Okay nvm.
haiye.
nth much left to say.
=D
i miss my baby already.
haiye.
muchLOVES.