Well, thinking about this issue sucked t0tally, seriously.
I could somehow sense it actually but now, i know its true.
Why are you being so hypocritical?
Wanna know what..? I dun give a shit if you actually abhor me but then again, why are you being so hypocritical?
Seriously, I thought you were a true friend but indeed, i thought wrong.
The fact that I dun even like you in the first place seemed worthwhile.
I'm glad this f/s's gonna end soon cus i HATE HYPOCRITES.
Friends?
It doesn't matter the quantity.
Quality matters most.


I'd rather have a stalk of rose then a bouquet of cactus.(?)

b*tch.

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3D2N CHALET @ Pasir Ris Costa Sands Resort:)
First & Foremost, Thank you yani for making this possible.
If it wouldn't for you, we wouldn't have even thought of organising a chalet!
(:


So, the whole event started on 26 Mar:D


First day.

met up with yani, muhd, qal, nafi, pravin & haridz at bus int.
Took 39 to dwntwn east.
Checked in.
(ohYA, sOrry vanessa for troubling you!)
Put all the stuff and chill on the bed a while.
Got changed and went to wild2 wet.
It was freaking awesome to like be on ALL the rides.
(Okay, except for the ride whr we have to cycle in the air(?)!
Too slow urh. Like waste of time!hahha!)
Seriously, for instance, the ular-lah, the purple hole,
the huge "slide", tsunami and .......!
haha.
I can't actually remember the name of the rides:P
After a whole day there,
we decided to get back to the chalet,
feeling very3 hungry!
So, we decided to have a barbecue!
hahaha.
Bought the necessary stuff.
Charcoal, Aluminium tray, tongs(haha!inside joke!).
Yani had many2 vouchers.
So, we actually redeemed LOADS of it.
and i mean LOTS!
We actually had Lots of food.
Thanks to the shop manager who allow us to exchange some of the chicken coupons to satay and others!
(:
So, overall,the bbq went on quite well.







Second day.

Woke up, wash up and sent bestie off.(bus stop only!haha!)
Lunch-ed at fish & co. xpress.
Headed off to white sands.
walked around.
Saw singapore's next best drummer!
So, qal and pravin decided to take a pic with him!
ahhahahha!
XD

back to chalet.
went for a swim with ridz, qal and pravin.
had pastamania pizza.
Aikha and milo came.
Chris and the rest joined later.
2nd BBQ!
(:
2nd day was way cooler cus there were m0re people.
the part where we had to handle the kids was quite tiring but damn entertaining.
Had such a priceless experience.
:D haha. new given name ti animal= milo.
thanks M________d H__________h(hahahhaha!):P

Out to Pasir Ris park a while to hang around.
Had true-story-telling session:)
hahahha!:p
Bcak to Chalet and ALL squeezed in one room to have a Good Night Rest.


Third day.

Aikha, Khalis & Chris went off early.
Bath-ed, packed all stuff and checked out.
Had breakfast at Mc Donalds.
Bus-ed 39 to Yishun.
806-ed.
HomeSweetHome!
(:



Overall
seriously, ThE BEST chalet I've ever attended!
Thanks ALL who made it possible:)



p/s: sorry for the unclear pix!

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE.

Karma?
Hell I don't know.
Was telling joyy about what exactly happened.
She said it may be karma.
Well, I don't know.


I still don't know whether I should believe what's being said.
Really.
Would you be that bad to do this to me?
If this was planned/intentional;
I seriously wished it never had happened:(
:(


sighsighsigh.

I've decided to smallen(is there such word?haha.nvm urhhh.) the ENLARGED version of my pic since joyy and regg said it's too big!
Hmph!
ahhahahah! (BEDEK2 jek luh babies!)



anyways, days had been quite alrite and i'm already starting to move on.(OMG? I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS?!)
Yup, quite quick but these past r/s I've been through really taught me some valuable lessons which i'd never gain if I hadn't been with those ppl.
for that, i wanna say thank you.
(sacarsm?hell no. i'm sincere..from the bottom of my heart)


well, i had a great dayy tdy.
really.
first up, meeting up with joyy and reg.
followed by abang.
then, ______ and ______.
and last but not least... _______,______......______.
Oh yes.
that's kinda all but i sure had fun.
At least, i dun feel guilty anymore or anytg.



hmm,
oh well.
nothing else to blog abt.
anw, my posts are getting lame-r and boring-er as days goes by...
oh well.
Nothing too exciting to share, so, i'm sorry.
Take care..(DUN TAKE DRUGS. =.="):D



I'm serious when I say I dun wanna get into any r/s.
It's not just you but anyone.
It's freaking hurtful to be hurt and be hurt once again.
Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice, shame on me.
(it's the other way round, i know! My version.ahhahahha!)
haiz.
i really don't know.
Mixed feelings, is it?
but i swear its true.
i had these feelings for you from the beginning.
but, i really cn't say it.
i mean,..
nvm..
CONTRADICTING MUCH?(omigawd. internet language.just like miraa.hahahaha!)


some piXxxZzZzz!(so cinaa!!!hahaha)







LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE.

Sorry for not updating. Didn't have time to.
haha, busy woman lately(=
Luckily, off day tmr!
I can't wait for the outing on 26th-28th.
I hope it'd be awesomeXD
Oh well, woooooork didn't go as smoothly like it was before.
Sales was wayyyy below expectation.
Sigh.I don't think I'm able to sell anymore.
Let me be as optimistic as Leena,
"It would be better next time..."haha.
My collagues there ae really sweet.
They never ever fail to make me laugh.
I mean, seriously.
Ginny's just awesome.
Love making faces.
ahhahaha.
nth much left to say.




So, after work, waited for ______.
Walked home and we "slacked" at the bridge area looking for the three stars in a row.
I think it has somehow been blocked by the clouds(?)
I see no moon today,
yet, i still remembered you.
Physically, you left.
Mentally, you never did.
i miss you,
i swear its true.

Labels: how i wish i could see you, just once again...

4E1 BBQ was fun!
(=
I get to meet all the mates once again.
I just hope this wouldn't be the last time!
Boon, Plan another Bbq okay?
haha.
I love yOu 4e1!
And thanks Mr Latiff for dropping by!
:DD

Miraa baby,
i love you sweetheart.
Dun cry lagi okaY?
AND dun hurt yourself ok?
missyou!


haiz.
Thinking of you every now and then.
The feeling sucked totally but I dun seem to get over it.
Why must you disappear into thin air just like that??





broken.

This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Put the blame on me.

Well, no one is to be blamed but myself.
Perhaps, I haven't at all been good all these while.
In just a month +, so many different things happened,
and you guessed it,
it was all my fault.
Put the blame on me alrite?






The only thing I ask of you...


brokenmuch.

Friday, March 13, 2009

:/

I'm really confused.
What's actually happening here?
I'm really clueless you see.
At first, you came with an excuse that you "forgot".
Now what? Forget again?
hmm. I'm really wondering what has gotten into you.
Or was it me who started all these?
Oh well.


Mini re-union with reg, miraa, mas and akid was awesome!
Thank you so much people for all the care you showed!
(=
I'm really blessed to have all of y0u.
Oh yes, I really hope the plan for tmr turn out well and I get to see all of you.
Especially Renny!
TTBFF!
oMg!!
:'(



Oh well, I gtg.
Nth much to say:)
Oh yes, I can't wait for the BBQ and Chalet!
Wohoo!
(=



muchLOVES!

Monday, March 09, 2009

:)

Family day at downtown east was great, though the sizzling hot weather.
Though I didn't had a swim at wild wild wet, the mini "show" was awesome!
Thanks eh kak asya & abg didi for saboing me.
haha(:
well, I did enjoy actually.
The host, dee dee, was so nice.
*inside joke*

I had fun.
:DD


can you like say something?
It hurts when you're silent.
baby, say something.
Perhaps, AT LEAST some last few words from you...
:(



muchLOVES.

i'm sorry

I really didn't mean to. It seriously was the worst nightmare my whole life.
I never thought things would happen that way. Yeap, I WASN'T THINKING.
I can't believe I couldn't stop myself from crying. Sigh. I really didn't mean to hurt you.
I know you really care. From young, I've always and always been stubborn.
yeap, I realise.
I love you,
no matter what.




And boy, what's going on here?
I really don't understand.
Are you trying to run away from me or smtg?
Sigh.


Where were all of you when I needed you most?
None.
Sigh,Useless.


muchLOVES.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

:D

Overall, the day was alright.
Breakfast with you was okay.
I don't know but somehow, it did reminds me of those times we had together.
Though that, those would remain as memories I'd never forget.
Times with you were some memories that'd be kept close to my heart.
Once again, thanks for everything.

So, worked today.
Didn't go on quite well cause manager kept saying I'm always in a daze.
Really? Perhaps, quite tired cus its been forever since I last worked properly!
haha.Sorry about that.

So, baby fetched me at the bustop after work.
Well, its been a few days since we last met which seemed forever to me!
haha.
I missed him like so effing much!!
Hang ard a while before goin back.
Well, time always flies when I'm with you!*sigh*
It was alr aft midnight so we decided to head back home cus he's schooling.
And then, we had to part.
Well, it's only been a few hours and I'm already missing you again.
You must be soundly asleep by now so,
sweetdreams baby;
Goodnight Love.




muchLOVES.

Monday, March 02, 2009

:/

sigh.
I d0n't know. Is it just me or..?
The fact is that I'm missing all of you, yes, every single one of you.
Call me a loser to say all these but you people were once my priorities.
Didn't mean to do all this to you but the only thing I want is for all of you to understand.
Give me a chance to experience life the way I want to.
Even if that means regretting in the end.
Please, at least give me some space to choose what I want.
School's starting and we're all already drifting.

What's gonna happen next?
Is this what I really what?

I know all of you eversince FOREVER.
How can I leave just like that?
A total, No, NO!
I miss the times we used to hang out and have fun.
Even if that means listening to LAME stuffs Or Crap about all those lame but funny shits whcih made me laugh my ass off.
Sigh.
I want all of you back here, just the place where all of you belong,
where else, My heart.
I just hope you'll all read this.
:'(




I'm sorry if you think I changed but trust me, our f/s, it never would.
I would never wanna lose a friend.


And 1 last thing,
thanks for introducing this song..







muchLOVES.

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