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Monday, January 26, 2009
to that someone.

I dunnoe if its true but I somehow feel that the post was meant f0r me.
So, if it was, here's my reply.
If it isn't, dun bother reading cus if you do, it means that it was really meant for me.
Its true, ain't my business but I was just telling/stating the fact.
WELL; THE FACT'S CLEAR.
YOU LIKED HIM BEFORE; AIN'T THAT TRUE??
Who hell cares who he wanna be with after this but the fact that I feel that you're the best for him.
Its alright if you dun really get my point SO yeah, that'd be fine.




And you, you dun have to like complain anytg cus i guess you somehow twisted it and made her feel that I'm freaking bad.

wtf?!

oh well.


muchLOVES.

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from the sweetest.

e-mail message by b0ybestie


to my dearest bestfriend..
yes,i put my girlfriend before you.
but that dosent mean i dont need you as much as my life..
hear me out..
through tears and fights,
through smiles,
i knew everything
would be alright,
through love and hate,
through betrayal and debate,
for you I would always have faith,
being your brother as well as your
best friend I knew
this friendship wouldn't end,
by your side I would always stand
and you'll stand by mine too,
because that’s what best friends do,
so no matter what happens with us
in life,
through all of the wrongs
and all of the rights,
im here for you to be a best friend that’s true,
cause I love you and that’s what
best friends do.

i need you.
for times im in trouble or times filled with fun..
i need you.
dont you dare say that i dont need you nor you need me.
cause thats what u always say these past few months...
just because i have a girlfriend..
yes i love her,
but that dosent put you aside as my bestfriend and as my lil sis.
yes, i do care for you..
please,dont blabber about me not needing you..
thats a lie.
you know that.
you know i hadnt had time for you..
but i tried find some time for you.
aint that right?
so,please?...

im sorry if i put you through fate that you are not supposed to go thru..
i sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
you are my very best friend
and I know you'll be there until the end

i dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
nothing else could ever fulfill
everything you're friendship will

you understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
you know whats wrong before i cry
but if i do,you will always know why

a friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
You were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared

weve been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
and no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
but now until the very end
you will always be my special friend.


yeah,all i need you to do know is.
try to understand me..
all these 'fights' dosent go any better
please?..

it aint be easy..
tapi,it will all be alright..
yeah,
ive always promise that ill never leave you..
so,dont ask me questions about it okay silly?
smile,
thats what i want you to do and what i wanna see..
please?...


im sorry..
if you feel neglected..
i didnt mean it that way..not at all..


im..
im..
im..

im sorry...

forgive me, my dearest..

my dearest bestfried...

=(




Hanafi, thanks for everything..
(:

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from the sweetest.


Saturday, January 24, 2009
(:

firstly,
happy Belated Birthday t0:



HANAFI(:[15JAN]
CHRISTOPHERR(:[20JAN]
TERRENCE(:[22JAN]
BENNNNNN(:[23JAN]



oh yeah.
and now, I can't deny the fact that I'm missing you and will be missing you.
I guess, your love is true(:




my baby you - marc anthony



muchLOVES!

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Friday, January 16, 2009
~!@#$%^&

SERIOUSLY, JUST,



FUCK OFF!





Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Damn i'm fucking good at lying and i dun think i cn even do it anymore!
The fact that i'm missing you now like as if you were a thousand miles away from me hurt me much. Eversince the day we weren't together anymore, you never once left my mind and this little heart. I still feel that I belong to you.
haiz.

HOW I WISH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN MORE PATIENT TO LISTEN AND TO UNDERSTAND WHATEVER I'VE GOT TO SAY. SIGH.
you left just like that.
haiz.
goodbye love.



: (

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
O levels

(:
i'm really glad.
I can't believe I actually screamed my lungs out in front of papa LONG after receiving the result slip upon knowing I passed my humanities!
Thank you Mr Leong!(=
The last minute revisions with you really helped a lot!!

so, here's my results.

Pass:

Eng: B3
E-Maths: B3
Comb Science(Phy+Chem): B3
Malay: A2
Comb Humans(Geog+SS): C6


Fail:
A-maths: F9


Absent:


BIOLOGY(:




WOHoo!
so, L1R4: 17!

wayyyyyy beyond my expectation!
hahah.
Oh well, I'm relieved.
seriously am.
Yeay!
Burden off my shoulder now.
No worries anymore!!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!




thanks to those who really prayed hard for me.
Alhamdullilah.

muchLOVES!

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Monday, January 12, 2009
(:

I really dont know how i'm feeling right now.
Am i supposed to be sad or what?
I'm glad everythings finally settled : DD
i'm missing you, though.

oh ya, 1 more thing.
I dun think I can trust them anymore.
Almost all of them are the same.
sigh.
*miraa!help!*


sigh.
tmr's Os results.
Everythings done so yeah, i'm just expecting for the worst.
Getting prepared now.
: (


anyways, i really WANT babygirls back!
PLEASE!!
I MISS ALL OF YOU!!
MIRAA. NADDD. REGG. SUNN.
: (



muchloves.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009
:(



"Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go
Hurt again 'cause of my curiousity
Now that it's over
What else could it be
He just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle why didn't I keep it
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating
The fooling around"




broken;yet again

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Friday, January 02, 2009
1january09

kinda late but this post is meant for 010109(=
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
MAy you ppl have a great year ahead:D
love and always.



So, today marks our First Monthsary(=
Well, what more cn I ask for?
I'm glad having you by my side.
Love you always!




Oh well, we do quarell, a lot, but that'll make us stronger in facing the challenges ahead of us.
In times, I get jealous real easily which makes u upset but the more i get jealous, that shows how much more I love you;)




muchLOVES.

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