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Monday, January 26, 2009

from the sweetest.

e-mail message by b0ybestie

to my dearest bestfriend..
yes,i put my girlfriend before you.
but that dosent mean i dont need you as much as my life..
hear me out..
through tears and fights,
through smiles,
i knew everything
would be alright,
through love and hate,
through betrayal and debate,
for you I would always have faith,
being your brother as well as your
best friend I knew
this friendship wouldn't end,
by your side I would always stand
and you'll stand by mine too,
because that’s what best friends do,
so no matter what happens with us
in life,
through all of the wrongs
and all of the rights,
im here for you to be a best friend that’s true,
cause I love you and that’s what
best friends do.

i need you.
for times im in trouble or times filled with fun..
i need you.
dont you dare say that i dont need you nor you need me.
cause thats what u always say these past few months...
just because i have a girlfriend..
yes i love her,
but that dosent put you aside as my bestfriend and as my lil sis.
yes, i do care for you..
please,dont blabber about me not needing you..
thats a lie.
you know that.
you know i hadnt had time for you..
but i tried find some time for you.
aint that right?
so,please?...

im sorry if i put you through fate that you are not supposed to go thru..
i sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
you are my very best friend
and I know you'll be there until the end

i dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
nothing else could ever fulfill
everything you're friendship will

you understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
you know whats wrong before i cry
but if i do,you will always know why

a friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
You were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared

weve been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
and no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
but now until the very end
you will always be my special friend.

yeah,all i need you to do know is.
try to understand me..
all these 'fights' dosent go any better
please?..

it aint be easy..
tapi,it will all be alright..
yeah,
ive always promise that ill never leave you..
so,dont ask me questions about it okay silly?
smile,
thats what i want you to do and what i wanna see..
please?...

im sorry..
if you feel neglected..
i didnt mean it that way..not at all..

im..
im..
im..

im sorry...

forgive me, my dearest..

my dearest bestfried...

=(

Hanafi, thanks for everything..
(:

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