just to update a little while(=
have to STUDY later!
omg.
mock comb science tmr!!
*.*
so, school was okay?
(=
end at 5pm, had dance prac.
and home.
teck yi came over..
yeahh.
bathed and off to school for night class.
bought food.
haha!
(=
we spent so much time eating.
and, me and nette screamed when we saw a bat flying towards us!
omg!
o.o
hahah!
yeahh.
that's all?
(=
sorry girlf, tak meet up.
tk bwk EZlink!
-.-
sorry babies!


picture upload.!
(:



not so many(;





























































































































[omg. i'm supposed to study NOW.
but, i dunnoe whr to start.
drop DEAD xD]

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you. ~Author Unknown



muchLOVES.

Labels: gfs(:

girlfriends day out(:
yeah.
was awesome.
i love you girls so much!
ahahs!
any ways, were invited to sri's place for some occasion(=
yeah.
it was great(=
so, before goin there,
met up with joyy first.
headed down to mac.
yeah.
had double choclate frappe.
(=
nadia came and off to sri's place.
quite a no. of ppl ard.
huge cake, for hundred ppl.
can u believe it?
and those cupcakes were yummy!
(=
thanks sri and fam!
and happy 21st kak sri!!!


so, went back to northpoint with nad and joyy.
hmm.
we hang ard np for the whole day.
though that, it wasn't that bad.
waited for peisun.
from work.
and she finally came at ard 10+?
(=

and so, that was all about todayy.
ahhas!
(:




and boy,
i'm missing you so!!



Missing You
by Chilosa
Come 2 me when u r sad
Come 2 me when u r mad
Come 2 me when ur in love
I'll b there with open arms
When I close my eyes
I dream that i'm with u
But as I open them
All i see is lonely me without u
This feeling that I have
Of hurt and desire
Is just me missing u
Every waking hour
I pray to god that u won't leave
So u can stay forever with me
But as u see ur not here
My worst fear is now near
Without u life can't go on
But i guess i have 2 b strong
I'll think about you forever
Until we r 2gether
_________________________________________
and to that lady..
(:
this is meant for you...

Our friendship

We've shared the kind of friendship

that's grown deeper

through the years.

We've seen the ups,

we've known the downs,

we've shared the smiles and tears.

And through it all,

I've learned one thing~~~

that there could never be

A dearer friend in all the world

than the one you are to me.

-Unknown-

yeah, its for you,
nurul sharbana rennie.
love ya!


pictures soon(:

muchLOVES.

Labels: i'm glad(=

so, yest was quite alright(:
went all the way to arnold's just to have dinner,
and that was the day.
it was fun being around you, though.
imy already..
*hugs*

any ways,
went he left the train,
smtg happened..
lala..
ahha.
nothing too bad,
just weird.
a lady came,
sat next to me, and told me about her life?
(:
well, it was okay.
we even exchanged no.s.
i just hope she's just,
normal?
(=

nvm.



yeah.


muchloves.

everything that i do,
reminds me of you.

seriously,
you're the best bf one can ever have.
memories of us, still lingers in my mind.
its all clear now,
its very true...
i'm missing you.


now that i realised,
that for the past two yrs, 11mnths and 29days,
there were only 2 points of time when i saw you cry.
)=

"everything still plays in miy mind,
just like a film w/o sound..."



imy.


muchloves.

i guess i've said enough.
and i've nothing more to add.
hey.
seriously,


just leave me alone.


go lead a better life,
without me.

i don't need any sympathy.




yourstruly.

oh well.
i suddenly feel that i should pen down how i feel here.
hmm.
i kinda miss you, oh well, a lot i must say.
though this feeling's kinda "fickle" sometimes,
i somehow think i do have feelings for you.

[how do i let my feelings show...?]


imissyoulikethesunmissestherain..

yourstruly

Labels: (=

thanks kakak.
for always being there.

i love you kak.



please,
i dun need you here anymore.
i mean,
haiz.
forget it.


broken.

i don't know what else to do.
everything seemed to go wrong.
i'm hating the me whom i'm changing into.
i've made so many lives miserable;
so many people heart broken.
and its because of me, me and just me.
why?why?why?
haiz.
i really dun understand myself.
perhaps, nobody will.

call me a problem-maker; a heartbreaker.

broken.

Labels: haiz.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

(=

sunday
was supposed to meet gfs.
but, it didn't turn out.
hmm.
only me, sri and nad.
well, it was fun, though.
darn hilarious!
(=
muacks!


monday
out with bestie.
library.
yeah.
met fattah.
hahah.
well, bestie did.
okay nvm
(=

so, met fiq after that.
and mum and sisters too.
fetch dad from airport(-:
yeah.
ayah had a safe trip back(=
*alhamdullilah*

today

school as per normal.
had phy triple s, from 230-330.
erm. was late, as usual.
haha!
12 mins.
oh well.


then, chem SDSP.
yeah.
was okay.
400-500.

and home.
did some house chores.
and off to school..again!
-.-

630-830

and yeah.
that's all about todayy(:



"We're not t0o close in distance..We're not t0o near in miles..but text can still t0uch our hearts & th0ughts can Bring us Smiles..:)Gd M0rning dayah!! "

the sweetest i recently gotten from someone.
awww.


anw. i've gotten my malay mt o's result(=
and yeah, i'm kinda satisfied(:
effort put in kinda paid off!
syukur.


muchloves,

Labels: wheee.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

happy belated 43rd singapore(:

happy belated 43rd singapore(:
haha!
oh yeah.
main purpose of being online today: to BLOG!
hahah!


well, days had been quite alright i must say(=


080808

school.
celebration.
home.


out again.
fiq.
went to watch love guru at marina(:
awesome!
hahaha!

booked the singapore flyers ticket for the 9th august.
well, the 8pm slot was full due to the fireworks.
thus, we booked the 7.30pm slot.


then, headed back to marina sq.
met gfs.
except peisun baby.
i hope you're alright now(:
yeah.
nad was with her guyFRIEND.
miraa was with her MrDUSTbf.
and i was with taufiq(:
yeah.
had dinner cum lunch at mac.
hahah.
though that, only fiq and i ate.
the rest had ice creams!-.-
hahah!


yeha.
fiq had to leave for work and luckily, sri was there to acc me.
(i would have went home if she wasn't thr(:)
yeah.
had a good time with the gfs and fiq(:



and sri, thanks for sharing your heart's out.
you know im'm here for you!
i love you gf(:



090808
SINGAPORE's birthday!

haha!
was out early in the morning to send daddy off.
he was goin thailand.
though its only for three days,
i'm still gonna miss you ayah!
*hugs*



went back yishun and acc kakak home.
not really, till our home's busstop.
yeah.
board the bus back to meet fiq.
saw sheena, yuwon, crystal, aikha nad khalis on the bus.
aikha and bro was goin for the fireworks at marina while the rest had just been back from shcool!
-.-
shcool on national day?
so hardworking.
i hadn't even unzip my bag,
like what i told boybestie(=
hahahah!



so,yeah.
met fiq and our plans had all been ruined due to the bad weather.
so, we headed down to many spectacle shops to look for conatact lenses, as planned the other day.
our last stop was at 200+!
hahah!
we had green eyes aft that!
(=

we then headed down to city hall.
and we had to make a big loop just to get to the singapore flyers.
hahah!
oh well, it was okay.
we had a good time singing on our way there!
hahaha!
yeah, we sang the national day songs!
-.-


okayy.
there were some booths thr.
face paint, game stalls and hair colour and braiding.
haha!
i wanted the face painting but i was kinda shy.
so, we went to spray our hair.
haha!
fiq wanted me to be sporting, so, yeah. i did like how i was told!
(=

we're supposed to board the singapore flyer at 7.30 rmmbr?
and we only board it at 8.10!
-.-
ahhaha!
we missed the fireworks but it didn't matter much, though!
(:

headed back to dhoby ghaut for dinner.
fiq left for work and i headed back to yishun to meet my fam(:



that's about all(:



while using the comp,
ifah said "tgk, adik boleh shuffle.
hahaha!"

-.-


hahahha!


hey, before i forget,
would like to say a big THANK YOU to fiq for those wonderful days.
and yeap, u've made the most memorable national day ever(:
*hugs*


pictureS?
soon!
when fiq pass it to me!
hehe!
(=


perhaps, things are better this way...


idunnoehowifeel.

Labels: singapor flyers(=

Thursday, August 07, 2008

hey

(:

national day celeb at school tmr: no lessons!
yeah.

all the best to nana and nafi;
gwen and wei yang
(=


yeay!


muacks.
080808!





broken.

Labels: fourthmth

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

sometg about life...

I shouldn't have done anything to hurt myself. I'm really sorry if whatever i did hurt any of you, especially to the ones who really care. Seriously, at the moment when I was doing those really silly stuff, I didn't even think.
Though that, i'm glad i realised it and i'm happy that it isn't too late.
I never thought of the sufferings people around me are going through.
Though how much pain and struggles they faced, they never resort to doing the stuff i used to.
i'm ashamed of myself. I realise now that i should appreciate anything and everything god have given me and things do happen for a reason. And to my dearests friends out there, if you ever think of doing any silly stuff, think of the people who actually cares for you.
by hurting yourself, you're hurting them too.


yours truly,
nurhidayah.


i'm so in love with you...


broken.

Labels: love.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

imy.

ROMANTIC LOVE POEM

Missing You
by Gail Erwin

The first time we met,
I knew I had a friend.
The thing I did not know
is that I would want to
love you until the very end.
Your precious love has
turned my life completely around,
I feel like I'm walking,
but my feet don't seem to
touch the ground.
Sometimes you seem to be
my shinning light
guiding me through the long, dark night.
As I lie alone in bed
thinking of you and I
I wonder if you think of me too
as one more night slowly drags by.
I wish I were there with you,
kissing your sweet lips
under the pale moon light,
and holding you, so very tight.
You really are the man of my dreams
and I can't wait to be with you,
for the rest of my life.
I know our time away
seems like an eternity,
but I'll wait forever to be in your life.
I love you,
I need you,
I want you,
and I will for all my life.


schoool.
*can't enter):
no proper attire!
-.-

out with the fam last evening(=
raffles..
*fireworks.

west coast
*dinner

yeah.
that was my day?
(=




broken.

Labels: (:

Friday, August 01, 2008

hieeeeeee.

sweet emotion
© By Stephanie T. Stickel

i'm missing you already
you're simply a memory

silence in a crowded room
that's calling out to me

a distant cry inside of my heart
always tracks me down

it will never want to part
it will never let me down

thorns of emotion
sting me everyday

they remind me of you
and tell me to stay

tears of sweet hope
run down my young face

they sing to me softly
and show me your face

sorrow fills my empty soul
and tuck me in at night

it fills my room with silent screams
and holds on to me tight

my heart has only one love
one love to give

pure as the feathers of a dove
pure as the way we all shall live







i swear its true,
i'm missing you..



broken.

Labels: misses.