Saturday, August 25, 2007
:D
WELL,
i'll be going off soon.
not very soon.
hahs!
well aniways,
i'm here blogging from sister's lappy.
hmm, i don't like using laptops but i've got no other choice.
well, npcc had their promotion test yest.
well, my heart breaks whenever i fail anyone but what to do?
it wouldn't be fair to the good ones so yeah.
hahas. bestie have been sending the sweet poems to everyone and i've been replying.
hahahs(: bestie's damn sweet!
hahas(:
this is especially for you...
ok dah.
hahas(:
aniways, 'll be off ard three?
donoe lahh.
hahahs.
so, miss me ya?
and syg, takecare!
muacksmuacks!
k bye.
muchLOVES!
Labels: miss me kay?(:
Friday, August 24, 2007
yay=)
here updating.
alas, i get to blog.
muahahha!(:
my comp's a little spoiled, so yea, sorry if I don't blog.
anw, i most prob would be goin off to aunt's place at kota tinggi this sat.
a night there,
so, yeah.
miss me kayy?
(:
hahaha.
anw, hmm.. that's all?
ahh, i miss syg!:(
miss bana.
miss miraa.
ok dah.
kaylah kaylah, miss bear jgk;)
hahahah!
anw,
i'm so gonna miss the kids at 108 this sat if I don't turn up.
sorry ben darling.
okok.
till here.
kakak wanna use.
so kay.!
love ya'll.
anw, syerrienna dear sweet lahh!
ahhhh.
(:
:D
anw, my blogger got error.
i mean, there's an error in my blog which UNable me to see my tagboard:(
anw, terrence baby, i'll bring your daughter(:
PEACEoutpeople.
muchLOVES!Labels: yayness=)
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
stop calling me a bitch..
wth is wrong with you?
call me bitch.
giggling bitch some more.
hahaha!
kidding2.
well aniways,
mates are damn naughty lahh.
keep calling me giggling bitch.
especially in math class, when mr long's teaching.
oh well,
haha.
arif and berlyn said i turned over a new leaf already.
hahaha!
wth?
(:
just because i pay attention in math class now.
okayy.
we had the dikir practice just nw, after np meeting.
haa.
bestie accomponied us for a while in the dance room.
it was kinda embarassing, though.
haa.
(:
andand, after dk,
me and yani walked home.
it was drizzling.
suddenly, teck yi was behind us.
so, we sat under 362.
ya, was great.
we sang hari ray song!
damn cute lah teck yi.
hahaha!(:
after that, there was this grp of malay ppl.
eyah, playing poker.
kk, whtever.
haha!
than, we headed to the mama shop.
ahaha.
and ate pea smtg lahh.
haaa.
yani bought it.
than, ty called bestie to bring down the i pod.
haha.
i didnt know bestie was sleeping lah?
sorry dearr?
(:
oh well, till here.
aniways, while i was typing this, bestie sent me this...
" * bEaR
* Posted 22/08/2007 05:41
* When i ate at noon
All i could think about was you
Wishing you was here to do what you do
Wishing i colud feed you with my spoon
Hoping someday i'll see your smile
I don't know if i can take all this pain
Knowing that i am here you are there
Thinking about the times we had and will not have
You are the best there ever was and will be
Ther is nothing to explain you, but lovely
Even when i was sad, you make me happy.
I just don't know what to do
I just hope one day, i get to see you
(LOVELOADS BESTIE)
"
damn sweet lah.
haha(:
love ya bestie!
anw, if u read this, tag tauu!!
hahaha!
:D
miss darling lahh!!
ANW, DID I TELL YOU THAT,
we minced the heart of a g0at during biology?
(:
hahha!
MURDERER.
bestie, remember tak? "i murdered your heart(:"
hahahas!
muchLOVES!Labels: MURDERER..
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hiehie!
haa.
todayy.
hmm.
was alright.
dikir?
hmm.
yea, was great, and amalia,
y0ur voice rock lah,, kay?
haa.
okayy dah.
anw, nothing from bestie today?
tk wait for me,
and tak msg me.
so yea,
that's all.
dah two dayys tak meet syg.
hmm..
till then.
and well, i'm kinda upset.
should i trust you? , NOT!
muchLOVES.Labels: AIN'T GONNA BELIEVE IN YOU.
Monday, August 20, 2007
(:
well, days have been great.
hmm.
yani came over just now.
haa. we did a stupid thing just nw, before the walk.
forget it, ya?
(:
haa. and well, yani used the comp just nw,
we sang.
haa. called bestie too, and we rubbished.
hahaha!(:
ohh well, that's all, yea?
c'mon, nk sing?
hahah!(:
and aniways,
i enjoyed your co. dear yani!
hahah!(:
ohh, i miss miraa.
:(
fiq syg too.
and of coz, the person's currently watching SUPERSTAR.
hahah!(:
ohh, i love you, i love life!!
muchLOVES!Labels: bitchious bitch., STOP YOUR PRANK.(?)
Saturday, August 18, 2007
impossible game!
try kayy?
ahahha.
kakak introduced.
hahahah!
ok done.
bye.
still at lan.
muchLOVES.Labels: I WANNA DIE
i'm dying
i just can't imagine i'm at the lan shop now.
damn it i wanna die!
and i'll be here for the next 2+ hours i guess.
this suck.
:(
haahhaha!
bestie and darling are playing audition and i'm stuck here doing NOTHING.
aahhhhh!!
:(
miraaa just called too.
hmm, she's hanging out with her friends so yeahh.
whatever.
err, nvm.
bana, u shdn't have said that dearest.
(: well, of course i am but,
nvm.
hahahha.
and yea,
npcc had basketball tournament just now and yea,
they won the 1st runner up but still,
we ain't really satisfied.
well at least, we had the thought for others, right?:)
hahahahah!
okayy.
so yea, i voiced out...
and.............
later that day,
ben waited for me and off we went to 108 for that tuition thingy?
(:
hahahaha!
yea, great fun teaching a guy name, louis.
his english is awesome.
as in, spoken english.
okayy.
so, after that, we left early.
we wanted to actually watch that thing at red hill.
and they changed plan.
haish.
they bought that movie tickets.
hmph.
well actually, the show was cool.
license to wed if i'm not wrong.
ben lied cos he said it was a thrill.
oh my.
long post isn't it?
:)
hahaha.
i got so much time to spare!!!
hmph.
okayy.
noww,
i'm currently msn-ing kakak who's currently at home.
hmph.
she didn't trust that it was me.
hahahah!
DUMB lahh.
haa, i feel so ben!
hmmm.
nth more to sayy.
so yea.
OHH SOMEONE HELP ME!!!:(
muchLOVES!
Friday, August 17, 2007
MUCHloves.
halloe!
(: well, had npcc just now.
overall, it was alright but i have was so much things to improve on.
also, during pg lesson, mr long was like saying abt me sei:(nvm.
it really opened up my mind aniways.
well, overall,
t0dayy, i've learnt so much lahh.
haa.
anw, i feel sorry for yani.
:(
sorry!!
well, love you ppl.
:)
anw, bestie was kinda sweet lahh.
i forced him to follow me eat and he actually did!
yay!!
haa(:
thanks tauu bestie.
yani takmo sad2 kayy?
i'm olwaes here!
muacks!
well, miraa's busyy:(
fiq masih pt luar,
he's probably too tired too.
cian you.
:(
rest well tauu?
ohh.ilovelife!
muchLOVES.Labels: bitchious bitch.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
:)
oh well,
alas,
s0meone really knows how it feels like to be me.
thanks dear daughter.
(:
and you and ur darl must be okay or i'll feel guilty.
and guess what, YOU are the cause of it lah, bitch.
haish.
i've been so vulgar eversince i knew the real you.
oh and that really suck.
well aniways,
after school, me, yani & ross skipped biology triple s for the dikir barat.
it was great!
haa.
well, we did smtg meaningful, and mdm rina rock kay?
;)
met fiq after that.
also, i talked to jo a lot todayy.
haa.
miraa made me laugh so hard.
she's hilarious, that's for sure!!
haa.
currently online now, msn-ing bana just now.
only god know how much i miss her.
and well,
i miss my boybestie.
:(
he no longer wait for me.
hmph!
naughtynaughty.
haa!
(-:
oh well,
till here.
ross and yani, confirm ehh nk sing?
haa.
labels: i hate that bitch!
haa!
muchLOVES.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
(:
BLANK POST!
again?
haa!
well, i'm lazy to resize the photos of my last post.
haa!
LOVESLOVES.
;)
withLOVE!
HAA.
haa.
me and yani.
gwen and hanafi's damn sweet lah!
haa,
muchLOVES.
how could you.?
oh well.
like i've told her, i'll update about you.
i never expected you would hate me that much,
till you call me bitch?
hmm.
what wrong did i do to you?
haish.
what the hell is wrong with you?
so much gossiping time?
so much time calling ppl by nasty names.
you're such a two-faced snake.(ular bekepala dua)
haa.well aniways,
stop showing me your hypocritical side lahh kay.
don't act in front of me.
if you hate me, be it?
you think i care?
just, don't show y0u actually like me when you don't.
it hurts even more, when i know that i have known you for 11 yrs to date.
though we seperated for six years.
hmm.
well, i have had enough of y0ur dramas dear girl.
*pukes*
hmm.
well,
just so you know,
it breaks one's heart knowing that they are called by nasty and very harsh names.
well,
if you are guilty,
than, i hope u'll change yar?
(:
haa. if not,
say anytg u want straight to me, cos that'd hurt but at least,
its for ONCE.
haa. oh well,
i ain't gonna lose anytg if i LOST you so yeah,
you can get outta my life.
PLEASE and thankyou.
go get a life, ya?
;)
ps: walaowei, i feel so bad but, nvm.
i feel so sial to have such a hypocritical friend:(
muchloves.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hey dear
dear bestie,
i guess,
u do need me like i need you.
you do care for me like i do.
and when i say i love u, you'd reply, i love you too.
hahhah!!(:
sayang u lahh bestie!!
muacks!
haa!
Understands when you say forget it,
Waits forever when, you say just a minute,
Stays by your side when, you say leave me alone;
And listens for hours for when your crying on the phone.
It's those time we go so crazy, people think were nuts*
The times we make each other laugh until we cry.
All the insides jokes and our remember whens.....
Those are the reasons they call us "BEST FRIENDS"
WITHLOVE!!!;)
just for you
well,
so many things have been running through my mind.
haish, things i shdn't think about i guess.
well, here goes..
i just miss the way you used to be.
the way you used to treat me.
the way you were always there for me.
the days i never felt so lonely.
the days you stood by me?
haa.
crap.
the days you never fail to make me laugh.
the days u never failed to show you love me.
the days you show you care.
now,
everything seemed to change.
you don't show you want me, or need me in your life.
maybe, it was just me.
i was imagining stuffs i shdn't(?)
oh wells,
just so you know,
i miss you.
i need you.
i want you.
:'(
if only you knew,
well, this was only for You.
aniways dearest, ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
THANK YOU.
well, this is for you,
i find it meaningful, so yeah.
When I think of all the times we've shared
from the silly to the sad
You've been the greatest friend to me
through good times and through bad.
We love to get crazy from time to time,
that's what friends are supposed to do
But when times get rough
there is never a doubt that I can count on you.
We have the kind of friendship
that endures til the very end
Because I can't imagine my life without you-
My Best and Forever Friend.
with love.
Monday, August 13, 2007
BLANK POST.
THANKYOU.
(:
(:
(:
hallow!
hmm,
yay, i've done with the chem test!
yaness!
woh0o!!
well aniways,
it was the exco ph0t0sho0t just now.
its so great lahh.
haa.
;)
anw,
me and yani camwhored and ate two ice creams just nw.
hahah!(:
oh well, met syg after that.
hmm, i miss both besties!
well, i'm kinda JEALOUS.
hais.
nvm.
forget it:(
OHi'msoInloveWIthyou
Friday, August 10, 2007
SORRY
pardon me for that HUGE picture.let's see what i can do.
haha!
i guess its okay now?
(:
LOVES.
whee..
hadn't been updating so yea.
haa.
wednesday
had fun at the jumble sale.
ahh.
and there was this guy.
he kept buying the balloon, also asked for my no.
haa.
wth.
he gave away the balloons after he buys it.
okay, whatever.
so yea, i also mentioned to the owner whom i sculptured a yellow+black
flower for that once it burst, its the end of our friendship.
well, i was just kidding but you agreed:(
haa.
well,
aniways, had to go for the tripod lucnh after that.
well, it was fun!fun!fun!
and well, they apprecaite my cheerfulness and laughter a lot.
hahaha!(:
cool!
anw, happy 28th montHsary syg!!(:
thursdayso, as you know, its the
nation's birthday!yea, i love you singapore!!(:
hahah!
so, in the morning, we went to tok dah's place.
ahh, it had been long eversince i went there so yea, i kinda miss her!
hahaha!(:
i ate so much.err,
2 meals tauu!
hahah!(:
than, my family and i headed to reffles place to meet dearest.
than, we went to the field opp marina where they held the stuffs.
err. nvm.
it was beside the NTUC building.
haha.kakak, kak shida and aez went for the umbrella thingy!
hahah.
okayy, i guess that's all.
anw, we also went to eat, again, at the rubiya.
haha.dad got summon(?) for parking on the continuos white line.
aiyo. let it be the first and last kay dad!
hahah!(:
till her.
i love you syg, so much.
muaccks!
ps: i miss yOu,
BESTIES!!loveYOUdarling!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
preparations.
man, that was so, err, rush.
hahah!(:
it was the dayy before the national dayy.
ohh.
we just decorated just now,
just started i mean.
and for the npcc booth,
it was miserable.
so, i went out to buy those stuffs which were needed, alone.
bestie didn't had time for me!
sobs:'(
oh well, that's okayy.
and so, it was the first time i saw him and the gf,
(hahahha!) sings start of smtg new!
it was so cool!
and yea, bestie was so smart i must say(:
well, like i said, u two makes a good couple.
and ben!hahaha! nvm.
(:
so yea.
that's abt all.
i still need to pain "one" and the remaining stuffs so yeah!
takcare ppl!
anw, drop by at "tree XPRESS one" stall aytes?
we're cool!
hahahah!
lovesyoumuch.
Monday, August 06, 2007
jumble sale fever!
haha!(:
and so, today was great!
ahhaha!(:
national's day drawing nearer and guess what that means? JUMBLE SALE.
damn it!
walaowei.
deco!
and for the prefects', performance?err..
and skool?
TEST.TEST.TEST.
and anw, i just couldn't kept my eyes open during chem.
it was darn boring!
oh no.
i don't feel if there's any reason for me to go to school, anymore!
even nette agreed.
hmm..
aniways, bestie is kinda okay?
not too sure lahh.
tapi, nevermind!:'(
okayy.till here.
PHYSICS WB AND MINDMAP.
DECORATIONS!
argh!!!!!!!!
LOVESLIFE!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
life's a bitch.
u don't care.
maybe u do but u never show.
maybe u show but u never understand.
maybe u understand but u never advice.
maybe u advices but i don't bother.
maybe i bother but..
I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
I'M ALWAYS IN THE WRONG.
and everyone feels that way?
why care?
would u even listen?
would u even know how i feel?
would u?
:(
i'm sick of this.
sick of life.
sick of u:(
i'm sorry but maybe only this could help.
u never let me explain:(
am i always in the wrong?
don't u remember the days when i always defende u.
the days i made u feel better?
the days i let u let out your feelings?
but,
it always hurt when u always tell me u _ _ _ _ me.
u always say that.
u never realise how much it hurts to hear that.
i know i was wrong.
i was defiant.
but that was all i could do.
i had to stand up for my rights.
had to fight for the rights:(
i'm sorry i hurt u much.
what should i do now?
i can't possibly turn back time.
i can't undo whatever i've done.
if only...
:'(
it hurts.
yours truly,
nur hidayah:(
JUST SO YOU KNOW.
THAT WAS ALL I EVER WANTED U TO HEAR.
THAT WAS EVERYTHING I ALWAYS WANTED TO LET OUT.
THAT WAS HOW I FEEL INSIDE.
NOW, IT'S BREAKING APART.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
i shouldn't love you..
and yea.
i'm back.
ahha...
and there was ndp rehearsel.
wasn't in it, though.
so yeah.
hahha.
went to skool with abang this morning.
both were late!
ahhaha.LOL.
hmm...
(:
so bored now.
haiya.
NYAA stuffs!
so boring!
hahaha!
yeay!
tmr's the big day.
CLOSING ceremony;)
gonna miss those wonderful ppl who have came into my life.
hopefully, i'd bring the camera along!
wheeee.....
ahhah!!(:
NPCC rocks.
butbut, CI'S coming late.
and i'm leaving early!
haiya.
sorry bestie!
i've been troubling you.
this is the last time, i promise!
and so, bestie have changed the song to "start of something new!"
you rock ;ah bestie.
though i didn't see you!
hahaha!(:
so, enjoy!
TODDLES!(?)
muahahaha!!(:
psst:
miss syg lah!LOVEYOULAHHSYG!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
PHOTOS!!(:whee...
heyhey!
pictures taken yest!
(:
my HAIR!
AHHAHAH!!
(:
LOVELIFE.LOVE
YOU!
hallo!
hang out in schhol with the cool ppl!haha!(:had npcc meeting too.haha!how cn he hear it as musibot?hahahahha!klakar siak!hahaha!(:anw, i miss bestie lahh.anw, bestie, i found de song u want!!hahahah!(:nahh.for you!!that's all!haha.LESSON plan done!errr...PHYSICS!:(loveYOUlahhSayang!!